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[May. 15th, 2009|11:33 pm] |
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im still very fat.
can someone help me out here? |
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[May. 13th, 2009|12:35 am] |
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im bloody racist, i don't like brown people.
this post was not because of any incident or any particular person.
i just want to say for so long, i dont like brown people because they have this aura that says: "HATE ME".
oh no.. im not your clever studious innocent girl in class anymore. im this bitch girl who stereotype you guys as brown people.
because im ass racist and i just dont like your colour.
i'll always try to keep a distance from brown people.
even though i might be seen laughing with you guys. well im a gemini.
gemini are two-faces. i might just be laughing at how stupid you seemed inside.
and now i feel much better after a whole day of bitch fit. i dont know why. its just pms and moodswings i have no control over.
too bad brownies.
ps: no offence to anyone unless you colour or group yourself as the brown people. |
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[May. 8th, 2009|01:46 am] |
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 you ain't going anywhere because im right here, right beside you. im holding you, love.
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| no time |
[May. 6th, 2009|12:21 am] |
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school has been f' busy with all the shit load of assignment. 4 pages essay kind of shit man. haven't even start typing a single alphabet for it. maths tutorials are killers. i should be doing all these stuffs now but i chanced upon www.fmylife.com and i got hooked on laughing at them. Check that out :D |
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| fat people |
[May. 3rd, 2009|12:39 am] |
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please don't look at fat people and stereotype them. they must be fighting so hard with themselves within for being so fat and trying every means to slim down. JUST LIKE ME!
i hate being fat. but i hate not eating.
i just want to be 5kg lighter please. only FIVE i promise! ): |
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[May. 2nd, 2009|12:36 am] |
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someone asked, "what do women know about love?"
so i said, "what do men know about love too?"
love is so complicated.
how can true love be explained through words? |
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| school days in nyp |
[May. 1st, 2009|12:34 am] |
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hello. im missing from this cyber world. its been a week since school started now and assignments and tutorials are flooding in already. but to some extend it felt good, like at least im doing something i like. days in rp are monotones. everyday presentation and problem base learning. in nyp, i love the lectures, love the tutorials, love the electric pluggin during labs, love the days of just bringing pencilcase and foolscap paper, and of course i love my sweet classmates. however, there is only one person who made it all worth while all together and that is my baby! ((:
and tonight/this morning, is the time to relax because its labour day. i've been mugging and putting my head on the maths book all these nights. im gonna browse all the fashion blogs i can link to, to prepare for my big shopping day when my pay comes. i've been waiting for this day like super duper long man. haven't shop for serious long time.
oh anyway, the place that im working at; dont ever work there. they delay pays like fucking nobody buisness, like we all dont need money. come on, dont need money wont work already lah. and if i have to feed on that sum of money that i earn for myself in that company, i think i would have fainted from malnutrition. but i never will because im too fat. hah. all the fats got enough energy.
talking about fats, im gonna save every penny of my pocket money into the bank and only survive on my every morning milo and sometimes evening soup that my mum made. lets see if this works :D
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| dope |
[Apr. 12th, 2009|12:35 am] |
pastrykicks.com has the dopest shoes and apparels.
fuck. they are all in USA though shipping can be done. but i fucking dont have a visa. argh. they're so nice. internet is such a killer. should have ban me from that website and now i wouldnt suffer. ohh goosh. oh gosh. i want to go USA please. especially now their economy isnt that good (or may be i havent update my news), and i go there and i can act like some rich kid to myself. haha. lust for indulgence. tsk.
this is getting so disturbing. should just concentrate on reading up camera models. but they're so complicated i get bored and confuse ): now i have to painstakingly move my cursor to the 'x' and close the webpage. !@#$% |
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| i got to fucking be slim |
[Apr. 9th, 2009|01:47 am] |
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blah. for dinner, i drank 4 full medium size bowl of soup with lotus and ate 1 currypuff in between and 1 papaya like 1 hour later. im feeling extremely bloated right now that i think my double chin is weighing a kg. god please help me to slim down. i dont want to vomit my food out. Block out the evil temptations of food. Sakae sushi tomorrow. HAHAHA. what kind if sliming down diet. told you i always fail my 'not eating diet'. anyway, interview in early morning always kill me. i cant sleep because i still feel bloated. But i cant wake up easily either. Once, it even takes more than 60 miss calls to wake me up. Kodus to my parents. hehe. and i have rashes all over my body. from my scalp to my neck to my armpits to my arms to my fingers to my back to my thighs and my legs. i dont want to work tomorrow and scare all the customers away. but nobody is even willing to help. nabeh. next time i dont want to help anyone cover anymore. bad people! gahh. i feel like sleeping already. i am so gonna grow fat tomorrow. )): |
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